Ok this is gonna be close to impossible to catch up. But here I am in the study room in Towers at Boston University. It is 4:55 in the morning and I have spent the last seven hours or so trying to fucking write this 5 page paper on Chekhov's "Gusev" for my writing class. This is absolutely ridiculous. I am running soley on Red Bull right now or else I'd just collapse. I'm probably not gonna get any sleep tongight. Hopefully I'll have a chance to make it up. Getting little sleep is common for me now, but getting no sleep isn't, I'm gonna be fucked up later today. I'm still not done the paper. The later it gets, the less effectively I work......
So there's way too much that I have to say about my experience here. But I'm just gonna jump into what's relavant as I'm ranting.
I tried out for the crew team. I tried out for the tennis team too, but I didn't make it. The coach told us that the chances are nobody would make the tennis team cause he pretty much already had a full team. Anyway, no big deal. I made the crew team. Practices are pretty intense, especially tryouts, but right now I love it. Getting out on the Charles river is fucking beautiful. I can't wait for practice today. Unfortunately today we have 2 practices. Damn. I'm contimplating just staying awake and going to the practice. Hopefully that'll wake me up. Either that or it will make me feel terrible, and completely wear me out for the rest of the day. This is actually an individual workout. The team practice is at 5:00 pm. I'm probably not gonna get any sleep until after practice. Goddamn.
There are soo many different facets of my college experience that I would love to talk about, and writing papers at 5:00 is not the norm. It's just that I need a break. Anyway. I'll write again hopefully soon. But who knows, the last time I said that, I didn't write for about a month. I dunno. BU is awesome. I actually love my writing class. My teacher is amazing. I really respect him. Mircro econ is a little boring, archaeology I have a test this friday, I'm way too far behind in the reading for that class. It's soo easy to fall behind in the big lecture classes. Spanish is cool, but I just had to see the worst movie ever for it. Real Women have curves. Terrible. Luckily the next movie that we have to see is Motorcycle Diaries. FUCKing good MOVIE. lol I dunno. It's really late. My roommate does crew also. What are the odds of that. He has to wake up at 5:00 every morning. That means he goes to bed at like 10 every night. Sucks for me. He's a beast so the coach asked him to row with the freshman recruits in the morning. I row later with the novices. I hope that makes sense. I'll try to clarify later. Sorry this is a really big jumble of ideas. I know. Just wanted to get all this shit out. So much more. Later.
October 5 2005, 11:25:37 UTC 6 years ago
hope you're not too tired.
♥ always,
michelle